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So there would be no pain, and there would be no any fear to live in this world. I would not get hurt and shred the tears. And it would not be so hard to decide. I wanted to do the right thing for myself but I just couldn't. Sometimes, I did hate myself for being so goddamn weak and foolish, and the worst thing was I already knew but I still chose to be. Yeah, I need time but that won't be enough, I need an opportunity too. I know I will get hurt so badly or even cry a river, just now I don't want to hold on anymore. It would be easy for me to stop these things, if I have no heart at all.

In the end, I will have the 'W' in my transcript. T_T I can't take it anymore, Linear Algebra. I'm going to withdraw the course so soon. Damn, I'm in Animation field, why must I take advanced mathematic courses. I hate mathematics. ...2nd year in the university, first W, lost, and heartbroken. Oh my.... - - - - - - - - - - - (ที่เราเจ็บเพราะความรัก ไม่ใช่เพราะมันจากไปหรอ&#35

I'm still alive, but really really busy with studying,working and activities. I'll update as soon as possible...TT_TT Good bye, and good luck.