So there would be no pain,
and there would be no any fear to live in this world.
I would not get hurt and shred the tears.
And it would not be so hard to decide.



I wanted to do the right thing for myself but I just couldn't.
Sometimes, I did hate myself for being so goddamn weak and foolish, and the worst thing was I already knew but I still chose to be.

Yeah, I need time but that won't be enough, I need an opportunity too.
I know I will get hurt so badly or even cry a river, just now I don't want to hold on anymore.



It would be easy for me to stop these things,

if I have no heart at all.